"I..." he couldn't say he was sorry... "I didn't mean to make you feel that way. It just wasn't part of my life; I never wanted it, though Adam only knows how many wanted it from me."

Crowley's gaze fell somewhere just below the window, but what he was seeing wasn't there. "What I'm saying is that this is pretty new. And I'm going to fuck it all up somewhere. Just... fair warning, right?"

He smirked. "But for all that, I've been having a good time, too."